hanging flower
i can break i have
i have frozen solid
cracked open
greatful that it’s not concrete
drag you down messing up
your clothes
throw me in the ditch
your legs glow
my fingers reach out
drag you down
almost remembering what it’s like to hate
hold my hands
they’re not as steady
as i’d like
i’m shaking
my fingers
ache
sugar and water
sugar and water
did you know that i drink
sugar and water
to hold me down
to hold me next to you
yeah
sugar and water
to hold me down
to hold me close
to hold me softly next to you
'cause you're sweeter
than the liquid moon
i drink you in
drink you down
you drink me too
do we finish too soon
am i failing you
i twist my arm
around empty air
it hurts but i don't know where
and i don't care
it hurts right now it hurts right now
every time i see an ambulance
i wonder if it's me
who's died
am i just a ghost to everyone else
or just invisible inside
either way
i don't care
you say it'll fade
but i don't care
it hurts right now it hurts right now
so i drink sugar and water
to hold me down
fever call
fever call
breaking thru like dusty knives
breaking thru....
BREAK THROUGH!
spreading open the sunlight
sigh
sigh
enter here
dissasemble the air
swift shadows of luminecence
cross split horizon
screaming with particle envy
leaving me standing
on shaky ground
and as the highways sew the earth
together again
my own shadow slips away
quietly
to find its own way home
cold start summer heart
(from way back... 1994)
Cold Start Summer Heart
Cold Start Summer Heart
Shiftin thru
passin lanes like a
cut wheat avalanche
field dried
road eyed
and tasting bitter water
on the underside of my tongue
nicotine urge rides along
shotgun and waiting
for some propane injection
an irreversible shadow crawls
tired & twisting thru my mind
seasonal heatwave crashdown
into th myopic frenzy of
a
nother
city street
fade away
into hot wire slipstream
searchin fer th thirst of cracked sidewalks
under cool blue
quiet time
snapshot
fireweed
rose water
catchin th free way w/ clenched teeth
searchin out th gutter sides
cavalier impulse
slow fade
into underground
band
width
sometimes (poetry)
Following the release of my chapbook... the typewriter keeps me awake at night... i thought i'd start putting some random poetical things on this blog... new words, old words, excerpts from the book... might as well, right? maybe all the poems that found their way on to the cutting room floor.... cleaned up and put on digital display....
okay...
on words.
and up words.
(oh yeah... chapbook.... here.)
okay...
on words.
and up words.
(oh yeah... chapbook.... here.)
best of the rest (the music of 2013)
| Best of The Rest (Fifty For Fun) | ||
| Artist | Album | |
| 31 | Adam Franklin & Bolts Of Melody | Black Horses |
| 32 | Alkaline Trio | My Shame Is True |
| 33 | Appleseed Cast, The | Illumination Ritual |
| 34 | Arctic Monkeys | AM |
| 35 | Belle And Sebastian | The Third Eye Centre |
| 36 | Big Business | Battlefields forever |
| 37 | Billie Joe Armstrong & Norah Jones | Foreverly |
| 38 | Cold War Kids | Dear Miss Lonelyhearts |
| 39 | David Yow | Tonight You Look Like A Spider |
| 40 | Dean Wareham | Emancipated Hearts |
| 41 | Dismemberment Plan, The | Uncanney Valley |
| 42 | Ed Harcourt | Back Into The Woods |
| 43 | Flaming Lips, The | The Terror |
| 44 | Flunk | Lost Causes |
| 45 | Foals | Holy Fire |
| 46 | Foetus | Soak |
| 47 | Franz Ferdinand | Right Thoughts… |
| 48 | Girls Against Boys | The Ghost List EP |
| 49 | Grouplove | Spreading Rumours |
| 50 | Hayden | Us Alone |
| 51 | House Of Love, The | She Paints Words In Red |
| 52 | IAMX | The Unified Field |
| 53 | Jimmy Eat World | Damage |
| 54 | Joy Formidable, The | Wolf's Law |
| 55 | Keep Shelley In Athens | At Home |
| 56 | Kitchens Of Distinction | Folly |
| 57 | Low | The Invisible Way |
| 58 | Luscious Jackson | Magic Hour |
| 59 | Man or Astro-Man? | Defcon 5… 4… 3… 2… 1 |
| 60 | Mark Eitzel | Glory |
| 61 | Mazzy Star | Seasons Of Your Day |
| 62 | Medicine | To The Happy Few |
| 63 | Moby | Innocents |
| 64 | My Bloody Valentine | M B V |
| 65 | Naked and Famous, The | In Rolling Waves |
| 66 | Neko Case | The Worse Things Get, The Harder I Fight… |
| 67 | Ocean Blue, The | Ultramarine |
| 68 | Owen | L'Ami Du Peuple |
| 69 | Polvo | Siberia |
| 70 | Quasi | Mole City |
| 71 | Rival Schools | Found |
| 72 | Sadies, The | Internal Sounds |
| 73 | Spindrift | Ghost Of The West |
| 74 | Stereophonics | Graffiti On The Train |
| 75 | Suede | Bloodsports |
| 76 | Tim Kasher | Adult Film |
| 77 | Tindersticks | Across Six Leap Years |
| 78 | Willard Grant Conspiracy | Ghost Republic |
| 79 | Yeah Yeah Yeahs | Mosquito |
| 80 | Yo La Tengo | Fade |
Begin Again
Here's where i say i'm going to do this better.... we'll see.
Hello 2014. Let's start with my own personal best of 2013 - music, that is.
You can see 2011 and 2012 in the old place: http://justincrash.blogspot.com/
I think i'm just going to concentrate on this new place (and the other kind of new place).
for those few and sometimes, when i'm caught thinking about all those unwritten and unpublished books of mine - i'll move over to here:http://inthedevilsjukebox.blogspot.com/
but for now... here's what 2013 gave me that i really enjoyed listening to :
Hello 2014. Let's start with my own personal best of 2013 - music, that is.
You can see 2011 and 2012 in the old place: http://justincrash.blogspot.com/
I think i'm just going to concentrate on this new place (and the other kind of new place).
for those few and sometimes, when i'm caught thinking about all those unwritten and unpublished books of mine - i'll move over to here:http://inthedevilsjukebox.blogspot.com/
but for now... here's what 2013 gave me that i really enjoyed listening to :
A Top 30 For 2013 (Alphabeticalized)
ARTIST ALBUM
!!! Thr!!!er
Black Rebel Motorcycle Club Specter At The Feast
Chelsea Wolfe Pain Is Beauty
Crime and the City Solution American Twilight
Depeche Mode Delta Machine
Division Of Laura Lee Tree
Editors The
Weight Of Your Love
Fonda Sell
Your Memories
Girls In Hawaii Everest
The Grapes Of Wrath High Road
Johnny Marr The
Messenger
Joseph Arthur The Ballad of Boogie Christ
Kinski Cosy
Moments
Melvins Tres
Cabrones
Mick Harvey Four
(Acts Of Love)
Mike Doughty Circles
Super Bon Bon Sleepless How Many Cans?...
Mudhoney Vanishing
Point
The National Trouble
Will Find Me
New Model Army Between Dog And Wolf
Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds Push The Sky Away
Nine Inch Nails Hesitation
Marks
Placebo Loud Like Love
Primal Scream More Light
Queens Of The Stone Age …Like Clockwork
Russian Circles Memorial
Six By Seven Love
And Peace And Sympathy
Tomahawk Oddfellows
The Veils Time Stays, We Go
Veronica Falls Waiting
For Something To Happen
White Lies Big
TV
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