naming the ocean

falling like unpredictable destination

I have fallen too far for you

you move in and out of my vision

touching my thoughts like

I should have touched you

I am weak simply from wanting you

and my thoughts fall heavy

towards a fear of breaking hearts

sound of pain like smashing glass like

the beginning of nothing at all

but you hair burning       long and killing me

slicing through me         too deep

with your eyes

you breathe      too close to me

too far away

and still

I can almost touch you

and I hear them calling your name again

like an ocean breaking upon the shores

of helpless visions

            I can feel you

heart separates from mind         pulse runs wild

sending me dancing in your hidden light

so I close my eyes

frustrated with my silence and

the need for words

your presence is too strong

your movements pull me

            I am afraid

afraid of you   

  of what you do do to me

hunger pulse blood beat

thirsting for a touch

dance dance deep inside me

inside you

I hear them calling your name again

like I    

 never   

      could